"Kaam Kar Phal ki Apeksha Mat kar"....................... must have heard this famous quote, I wonder who thought about it, but whosoever did definitely did it after his appraisal period, I am sure about it and had he not done it I would have defintely done it on the 29th of June 2007 at 4:35 p.m.
After reading my appraisal letter, many phrases passed thru my mind, one of them was " Kaam karna PAAP hai" and I decided I will religiously follow this one and try to do as less PAAP as possible.
One of my friends over the chat asked me "how much was your appraisal this time? " I replied back "Appraisal, when did that happen dude? ", poor fella he didnt understand me and thought I was serious, and again asked me "Didnt u check ur appraisal letter? It has been sent already" . OMG, cant he understand what I wanted to tell , tell him that my appraisal was pathetic and despite working so much all year through, my efforts were ignored completely. I closed the chat window immediately to avoid further embarassment. Then suddenly I felt guilty, I felt very bad not about closing the chat window and ignoring him, I felt bad about my deeds all year thru, why should I be rude to him so I messaged him back saying " Yaar maine paap kiya tha saal bhar, to uski sazaa to milegi na " , he wasnt getting anything out of my words, he asked me "ye tu kya bol raha hai " I told him, " maine saal bhar bohot paap kiye hai, infact I didnt even leave sundays to commit my PAAPS, so how can i be rewarded? " Then he got my point and understood my level of frustration and didnt ask me anything ask me anything related to appraisal.
My friend was consoling me over the phone " do not worry these things happen, they havent realised your worth , just dont take tension" I asked him back "Why me?". One more friend of mine she called me up and was talking about the same , she said " This is ur testing times and now that this has happend to you , I am sure you will prove your worth to these people out here" , all these morale boosting talks n advices flowed in from my good friends, and all these good friends were those whose appraisal was good, far more better than my appraisal, anyways they atleast did their bit of responsibility of friendship with me. Even I would have done the same.
Finally one more proverb in hindi struck my mind "Laato ke Bhoot Baato se Nahi Maante" , I do fall in that category, unless I get a kick on my A** i wont bounce back, but one more thing , when i do bounce back i do it in style, my past records say it all, i have bounced back from nowhere in the blues and stunned one and all. Just waiting for this time again................
Now is the time for me to bounce back....................
Sometimes this happens if you have a lot of female friends around you. I am sure your boss has seen you with some one.
ReplyDelete[Boss - with himself] How this guy has so many beautiful friends around him? No one comes to me yaar. Do they know his(your) salary is more than most of his female colleagues. I will teach you a lesson this time.
It's simple, don't become man of these girls rather become man of your boss otherwise all your hard work is like sand.
Blessings,
Shubh-Chintak.
Raja....wht shld i say. we sail in the same boat. i feel if our hardwork is not appreciated here, we should try it somewhere else. wht say u?
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